Oke, Laptop tua gw yang masih bisa berfungsi ini pun kembali ke genggaman tangan gw. setelah rusak selama 2 bulan, akhirnya ada waktu juga untuk nyervis nih laptop.
sebuah laptop tua DELL LATITUDE D41o, yang sudah puluhan kali memasuki bengkel laptop, sudah dipakai turun temurun dari bokap, kakak gw, dan akhirnya ke gw. meskipun umurnya sudah mendekati 5 tahun, dengan beberapa upgrade pada hardware dan software membuat laptop ini cukup bisa dibanggakan.
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MIT (Massachussette Institute of Technology)
yes, this is my highest goal for now. It will be a tough journey for me to take, after visualizing that the effective day for me to study is only 1 months before taking the tests and only 3 months effectively will be taken before the end of the registration.
this day i opened the admission page for international students. i was a bit scared that my desicion of trying this was a big mistake. it'll cost biggest things to be thrown out of my life:
1. My Lovely Family
yeah, i kinda barely say "my lovely family". I am the third of four sons, and I was the only one who keep on shutting my mouth from anyone. My brothers, they oftenly had problems with each other. My eldest brother with my mother, my twin brother with my with the 4th.
even that, i was the one who was said to be the awful one. keep on shutting my mouth seems to be a wound for my family. on my 4th semester on senior high school, i was the one who always came late to home, for 2 weeks i didn't came home before 8. until my mother came to speak up. she said everything that was possibly right. for 2 months i haven't speak with the youngest one, bestra. i even barely talk to my twin brother. my mother asked me to count how many times i spoke with my family in a day. i didn't need to count, cus i know the sum will be zero
everytime i arrive in this house where i wrote this post, i always lock myself in this small room containing only myself and other abiotic things.
now i start to think what will it be living without them. but why do i think like this after having such a shaming act?
2. My second family : Students Representative Council
it's not only about living without them. many things happen while i was in this organization. i learn something a scientist would never learn. changing my life with an unordinary magical way.
planning to go to MIT will took my active time as a head of the council. this time will be the last months before retirement, and seems to be rough road.
this factor might be the biggest factor that could prevent me of registrating.
I'm still in a big doubtfulness of making a big desicion..
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sebuah laptop tua DELL LATITUDE D41o, yang sudah puluhan kali memasuki bengkel laptop, sudah dipakai turun temurun dari bokap, kakak gw, dan akhirnya ke gw. meskipun umurnya sudah mendekati 5 tahun, dengan beberapa upgrade pada hardware dan software membuat laptop ini cukup bisa dibanggakan.
Let's get in into the topic
MIT (Massachussette Institute of Technology)
yes, this is my highest goal for now. It will be a tough journey for me to take, after visualizing that the effective day for me to study is only 1 months before taking the tests and only 3 months effectively will be taken before the end of the registration.
this day i opened the admission page for international students. i was a bit scared that my desicion of trying this was a big mistake. it'll cost biggest things to be thrown out of my life:
1. My Lovely Family
yeah, i kinda barely say "my lovely family". I am the third of four sons, and I was the only one who keep on shutting my mouth from anyone. My brothers, they oftenly had problems with each other. My eldest brother with my mother, my twin brother with my with the 4th.
even that, i was the one who was said to be the awful one. keep on shutting my mouth seems to be a wound for my family. on my 4th semester on senior high school, i was the one who always came late to home, for 2 weeks i didn't came home before 8. until my mother came to speak up. she said everything that was possibly right. for 2 months i haven't speak with the youngest one, bestra. i even barely talk to my twin brother. my mother asked me to count how many times i spoke with my family in a day. i didn't need to count, cus i know the sum will be zero
everytime i arrive in this house where i wrote this post, i always lock myself in this small room containing only myself and other abiotic things.
now i start to think what will it be living without them. but why do i think like this after having such a shaming act?
2. My second family : Students Representative Council
it's not only about living without them. many things happen while i was in this organization. i learn something a scientist would never learn. changing my life with an unordinary magical way.
planning to go to MIT will took my active time as a head of the council. this time will be the last months before retirement, and seems to be rough road.
this factor might be the biggest factor that could prevent me of registrating.
I'm still in a big doubtfulness of making a big desicion..
